When you've gone over something AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN and AGAIN like I have, certain questions get answered, OTHERS SPRING UP! You mind plays tricks on you, YOU PLAY TRICKS BACK! It's like you're unraveling a big cable-knit sweater that someone keeps on knitting and knitting and knitting and knitting and knitting and knitting and knitting..."

Thursday, May 19, 2005

spinning wheels and needle zen

yesterday was just annoying. going in one direction and being needed in another. and change. and change. wanting to be invisible but getting there only when I want something, not when somebody wants something of me or i don't want to be seen by someone, etc. feeling like i'm being squeezed from all sides w/ nowhere to go. bailed on my plans b/c i didn't want to be w/ people. instead put in a terrible movie from netflix and finished the jellyfish wrap. it' s lovely, but mom may end up w/ the lace scarf. more her style. more importantly, the magical peace of knitting chilled me out. i don't know how it works but it works and i'm grateful for it. so grateful for it.

1 Comments:

Blogger BobLs said...

this blog is H-O-T! I love "the magical peace of knitting" - and love that you found it. Watch out with that jellyfish, man - they start stinging in August -

what?

is this thing on?

9:12 AM

 

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